Playing Games

Playing Games, Messing with the mind!

Ya gotta wonder why the mind game is at the top of the list.

Juggled emotions but dont dare to share.

They care but not enough to admit

The Mind Game

Maybe not so much a mind game, but a ball game..

3 Strikes and your out, foul ball try again.

You wait for the ball to come just at the right moment, not to early but not to late

The Mind Game

It takes brain power not ball power to make the perfect hit

Once you strike out the perfect hit is gone and you'll wonder what could have been

Perfect has fallen to the ground

The Mind Game Or The Ball Game?!

To Those Who Can Not Read

This half open book has been damaged in more ways then one and has been let down by those who read, so as long as the book sits on the shelf it will not trust the reader, until the reader has shown the capability of trust this book will only stay half opened.

A Chance At A Good Hand

Life deals you cards everyday, some are shitty some are good.

My last hand couldn't have been worse.

Whats seemed to be almost perfect has now been turned into Poo!

The drama that has collidid down on me is fearce and which I do not need

This almost fake smile has gone on far to long. I feel It's time to bring out

the Cat Claws and fight for what i feel can and will be perfection.

But yet again people always say perfection is not always good, but to be

Happy is a Celebration

Intoxication

Rain drops fell as i stood under a dim street light smoking my ciggerette.

Intoxicated the city streets come to a freeze. hearing those peaceful raindrops

smashing on the wet streets, and for a moment everything was cool, clam and

I relaized I will be okey. And then reality kicked back In.

A New Sunrise

You wake up one morning with the sun shining on your face.
The thought comes to mind should I get my day started or should I stay in bed all day and ponder about what your life could be like or would have been like!

I woke up this morning with the realization that what could have been is no longer
and what is, will always be. Reminding myself that what I wanted is no longer or was never.
I just need to let go and be who I was born to be, which I's really nothing at all.

Today Is a new start to something or maybe nothing at all, but in the end i know my life will always be taken day by day and step by step.

One Last Tear Will Fall

First there comes that overwelming emotion
that no-one ever reallys wants to feel, once
someone has something that hurt so deep it
feels like you've been split in two halfs.

Could you ever say it was really worth pushing
her away?! I shouldn't be there in the back of
your mind, when you need me the most i wont be
there and when i need you the most i wont be there.

You've made my heart turn black for the last time,
My bones have broken and and the tears have
Fallen. It hurts to breath everytime
your not next to me, but thats the the price you made me pay.
I wish you would say your dead inside like me.

I wanted more then this, i just couldn't tell you, i needed more
then you could give and i guess i got what i deserved. This pain
just wont stop. Make it stop. Just make it go away, make it END.

If being friends is all i can have i guess ill have to live with that
even though it's not what i want! Im who i really am when im with
YOU!

The calm before the storm

Its been calm here for some time.
Just calm, Im waiting for something
big to happen and when it does the
world will know it. She seems restless lately
needs something more or something new!
But when the storm comes she and everyone
else will see it coming.
For now just calm. She says have some faith.
She leaves for now with anger and pain in her
heart. She tells the demon inside to stay down
be calm, be easy.