According To You

According to you Im stupid, Im useless I can't do anything right Accoring to you, Im difficult hard to please, forever changing my mind, Im a mess in a dress!

But accoding to him, Im beautiful, incredible he cant get me out of his head, Accoring to him Im funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, I dont feel like stopping it So tell me what i got to lose, he's into me forevery thing im not.

Accoring to you Im boring, Im moody and you cant take me any place According to you i suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away. Im the girl with the worst attention span; Your the boy that puts up with that.

I need to feel appreciated im not hated, why cant you seem me through his eyes Its to bad your making me decide.

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not.

Bloody Mondays

I feel masked by something i fear.

Dirty, with dark thoughts.

sometimes disgusted by my own exsistance.

Terrorized by my own thoughts, Dark changes, no soft touches, kisses.

Secrets kept from someone with such thought.

Darkness fills my mind. The blood boils when hurtful words and unspoken thoughts from one do not sound so thoughful.

Who am i? Where am i sapose to be? who am i sapose to be.Pain is what i feel, regret is what i feel So many mistakes.
I feel like screaming out. Yelling at the top of my lungs that your are wrong, wrong about everything ..cant anyone see i cry bloody tears for you and ever

Mondays Moments

Today I sit and wait, wait for something good. Tonight i dream of what will or wish to happen.

To feel someone touch and hear there laughteror to just see them smile, and know that they care.
To feel the tenderness and closeness in ones arms.There's moments in time in which i would like to stopand hold it there forever.

The silance and knowingness of ones true natureThe sense of overwhelming calmness when one is near.

One who wishes to love and care for another, but fears it is impossible for the other.

I love you in ways that seem like they could be impossible, and you love me in ways you could not imagine. Tomorrow i will sit and wait, wait for something good to come around my way.

A Women

I am a women and the women who bring the brightness when one thinks there should no be.

I am a women!

That women is I.

I am the one who smiles when talked to, laughs when it's needed.

This women that Is I may not seem so fragile and need caring for.

Iam the women who with standed cracks and rough hands, but has

managed to take the rough hands and make them into something

that when the touch us made It feels like Silk and Satin.

I am the women you see each day with a smile on her face and carry's the weight of a hundred men on her shoulders.

I am a women who walks Stride by Stride. I am a women who thinks quietly or not at all.

Just another Worldwind!

**Im not a perfect girl, my hair doesn't always stay in place & i spill things alot. Im pretty clumsy & sometimes i have a broken heart. My friends and i sometimes fight & maybe some days nothing seems right, but when i think about it & take a step back i remember how amazing my life is & that maybe, just maybe I like being UNPERFECT...**


THERE ARE THINGS THAT WE DONT WANT TO HAPPEN BUT HAVE TO ACCEPT, THINGS WE DONT WANT TO KNOW BUT HAVE TO LEARN AND PEOPLE WE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT BUT HAVE TO LET GO.

I wish i was as invisable as you make me feel!

Why does a rose represent love, When a rose always dies?

Everyday peoople ask me "are you guys going out?"And you dont realize how painful it is to reply"No were just friends."

* Dreaming sometimes makes me Depressed.*

**Im not a perfect girl, my hair doesn't always stay in place & i spill things alot. Im pretty clumsy & sometimes i have a broken heart. My friends and i sometimes fight & maybe some days nothing seems right, but when i think about it & take a step back i remember how amazing my life is & that maybe, just maybe I like being UNPERFECT...**

Thoughts Racing Through My Head

Broken

Everyday i think of all the things that have gone wrong in my life;
Sometimes i think that you of all people are the one who is so wrong in my life.

When i look in the mirror i see someone i have no idea who she is, i try and thinkso hard how everything had gone so wrong.

Moving on does not seem to be an option as much as you tell me it is.

I know eventually I will move on but for now, where im at is where i belong.

I Dont love you but i do feel anger and frustration for you.

I call you a coward because you can not admit what you feel

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what the hell moving on doesnt feel so great but to sacrafice something that we have had for several years, it just doesnt seem worth it.

I lie 99.5% of the time i LOVE YOU, but shit never going to be loved back.