Saturday, May 31, 2008

A New Sunrise

You wake up one morning with the sun shining on your face.
The thought comes to mind should I get my day started or should I stay in bed all day and ponder about what your life could be like or would have been like!

I woke up this morning with the realization that what could have been is no longer
and what is, will always be. Reminding myself that what I wanted is no longer or was never.
I just need to let go and be who I was born to be, which I's really nothing at all.

Today Is a new start to something or maybe nothing at all, but in the end i know my life will always be taken day by day and step by step.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

One Last Tear Will Fall

First there comes that overwelming emotion
that no-one ever reallys wants to feel, once
someone has something that hurt so deep it
feels like you've been split in two halfs.

Could you ever say it was really worth pushing
her away?! I shouldn't be there in the back of
your mind, when you need me the most i wont be
there and when i need you the most i wont be there.

You've made my heart turn black for the last time,
My bones have broken and and the tears have
Fallen. It hurts to breath everytime
your not next to me, but thats the the price you made me pay.
I wish you would say your dead inside like me.

I wanted more then this, i just couldn't tell you, i needed more
then you could give and i guess i got what i deserved. This pain
just wont stop. Make it stop. Just make it go away, make it END.

If being friends is all i can have i guess ill have to live with that
even though it's not what i want! Im who i really am when im with

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

The calm before the storm

Its been calm here for some time.
Just calm, Im waiting for something
big to happen and when it does the
world will know it. She seems restless lately
needs something more or something new!
But when the storm comes she and everyone
else will see it coming.
For now just calm. She says have some faith.
She leaves for now with anger and pain in her
heart. She tells the demon inside to stay down
be calm, be easy.