Sunday, January 17, 2010

According To You

According to you Im stupid, Im useless I can't do anything right Accoring to you, Im difficult hard to please, forever changing my mind, Im a mess in a dress!

But accoding to him, Im beautiful, incredible he cant get me out of his head, Accoring to him Im funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, I dont feel like stopping it So tell me what i got to lose, he's into me forevery thing im not.

Accoring to you Im boring, Im moody and you cant take me any place According to you i suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away. Im the girl with the worst attention span; Your the boy that puts up with that.

I need to feel appreciated im not hated, why cant you seem me through his eyes Its to bad your making me decide.

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Bloody Mondays

I feel masked by something i fear.
Dirty, with dark thoughts.
sometimes disgusted by my own exsistance.
Terrorized by my own thoughts, Dark changes, no soft touches, kisses.
Secrets kept from someone with such thought.
Darkness fills my mind. The blood boils when hurtful words and unspoken thoughts from one do not sound so thoughful.

Who am i? Where am i sapose to be? who am i sapose to be.Pain is what i feel, regret is what i feel So many mistakes.
I feel like screaming out. Yelling at the top of my lungs that your are wrong, wrong about everything ..cant anyone see i cry bloody tears for you and ever

Monday, January 4, 2010

Mondays Moments

Today I sit and wait, wait for something good. Tonight i dream of what will or wish to happen.
To feel someone touch and hear there laughteror to just see them smile, and know that they care.
To feel the tenderness and closeness in ones arms.There's moments in time in which i would like to stopand hold it there forever.

The silance and knowingness of ones true natureThe sense of overwhelming calmness when one is near.
One who wishes to love and care for another, but fears it is impossible for the other.
I love you in ways that seem like they could be impossible, and you love me in ways you could not imagine. Tomorrow i will sit and wait, wait for something good to come around my way.