Monday, June 28, 2010

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Broken hearts & Shattered Dreams

Giving someone all your love is not an insurance that they will love you back.

Monday, May 10, 2010


I'm mad at you, i regret it.

Yesterday was a day of thought, pain and regret
to remeber something i will never forgive myself for.

Things have changed, not for the better. Someone I loved so much
brings anger and rage to my heart.

Filled with hate and bitterness.
To be alone in this life is an eternity of pain not pleasure.

To be with one who doesn't care, but to blaim would be a sin.
The trench that has been dug has been dug to deep to climb out would be impossible.
With no one to save me, not even a soul.

Everything that I've done including the good has gotten me nowhere.
To blaim you for not wanting to be with me, or a friend I do not.

The thought of what could have been wonders my thoughts each and every day,
I wish it to stop I really do, but it wont.

The nightmare, the cold sweats, the screaming. It hurts so much, the regret hurts.

Yesterday was a celebration of mothers, I praise my mom for being herself. But yesterday was a bitter day for me..for commiting such an awful decision. I was angery.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

My Guardian Angel

When i see your smile, tears run down my face, I cant replace, And now that im strong i have figured out how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul and i know, ill find deep inside me i can be the one
I will never let you fall let you fall ill stand up with you forever, ill be there for you through it all(through it all)even if saving you sends me to heaven
its okay, its okay, its okay-ay-ay
seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for usdays grow longer and nights grow shorter i can show you ill be the one
i will never let you fallill stand up with you foreverill be there for you through it all(through it all)even if saving you sends me to heaven
cuz your my your my true love my whole heart please dont throw that away cuz im here for you please dont walk away and please tell me you'll stay use me as you will pull my strings just for a thrill and i know i'll be okay though my skies are turning gray
i will never let you fal lill stand up with you forever ill be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall ill stand up with you forever ill be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven
i will never let you fall i stand up with you forever

Friday, February 26, 2010

It's Been The Worst Day Since Yesterday

Her breath began to speak
As she stood right in front of me
The colour of her eyes
Were the colour of insanity
Crushed beneath her wave
Like a ship, I could not reach the shore
We're all just dancers on the Devil's Dance Floor

Pressed against her face
I could feel her insecurity
Her mother'd been a drunk
And her father was obscurity
But nothin' ever came
From a life that was a simple one
So pull yourself together girl
And have a little fun

Well she took me by the hand
I could see she was a fiery one
Her legs ran all the way
Up to Heaven and past Avalon
Tell me somethin' girl, what it is you have in store
She said come with me now
On the Devil's Dance Floor

The apple now is sweet
Oh much sweeter than it ought to be
Another little bite
I don't think there is much hope for me
The sweat beneath her brow
Travels all the way
An' headin' south
This bleedin' heart's cryin'
Cause there's no way out

Sunday, January 17, 2010

According To You

According to you Im stupid, Im useless I can't do anything right Accoring to you, Im difficult hard to please, forever changing my mind, Im a mess in a dress!

But accoding to him, Im beautiful, incredible he cant get me out of his head, Accoring to him Im funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, I dont feel like stopping it So tell me what i got to lose, he's into me forevery thing im not.

Accoring to you Im boring, Im moody and you cant take me any place According to you i suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away. Im the girl with the worst attention span; Your the boy that puts up with that.

I need to feel appreciated im not hated, why cant you seem me through his eyes Its to bad your making me decide.

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not.