Please dont leave me

I DONT KNOW IF I CAN YELL ANY LAUDER HOW MANY TIMES IV KICKED YOU OUTTA HERE?

OR SAID SOMETHING INSULTING?

I CAN BE SO MEAN WHEN I WANNA BE

I AM CAPABLE OF REALLY ANYTHING

I CAN CUT YOU INTO PEICES BUT MY HEART IS, BROKEN
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME I ALWAYS SAY HOW MUCH I DONT NEED YOUbUT IT'S ALWAYS GONNA COME RIGHT BACK TO THIS
HOW DID I BECOME SO OBNOXIOUS WHAT IS IT WITH YOU THAT MAKES ME ACT LIKE THIS?

IV NEVER BEEN THIS NASTY CANT YOU TELL THAT THIS IS ALL JUST A CONTEST?

THE ONE THAT WINS WILL BE HIT THE HARDEST B UT BABY I DONT MEAN IT

I MEAN IT, I PROMISE
I FORGOT TO SAY OUT LOUD HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU REALLY ARE TO MEI CANT BE WITHOUT, YOUR MY PERFECT LITTLE PUNCHING BAGAND I NEED YOU, I'M SORRY
PLEASE, PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME

Your so Perfect

Oh no dont go changing, thats what you told me from the start thought you were something different, thats when it all just fell apart like your so perfect, and i cant measure up well im not perfect, just all messed up.

I was loosing myself to somebody else, but now i see i dont want topretend. It's not like I need somebody, telling me where i should goat night. Dont worry you'll find somebody to tell how to live there life, cause your so perfect and no one measures up, Yeah all by yourself your all messed up.

If Today Was The Last

MY BEST FRIEND GAVE ME THE BEST ADVICE HE SAID EACH DAY'S A GIFT AND NOT A GIVEN RIGHT, LEAVE NO STONE UNTURNED, LEAVE YOUR FEARS BEHIND, AND TRY TO TAKE THE PATH LESS TRAVELED BY. THAT THE THE FIRST STEP YOU TAKE IS THE LONGEST STRIDE.

IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAYAND TOMORROW WAS TOO LATE COULD YOU SAY GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY?WOULD YOU LIVE EACH MOMENT LIKE YOUR LAST LEAVE OLD PICTURES IN THE PAST DONATE EVERY DIME YOU HAVE? IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY.

WHAT IF?

AGAINTS THE GRAIN SHOULD BE A WAY OF LIFEWHATS WORTH THE PRIZE IS ALWAYS WORTH THE FIGHT EVERY SECOND COUNTS CUASE THERE'S NO SECOND TRYSO LIVE LIKE YOU'LL NEVER LIVE TWICEDONT TAKE THE FREE RIDE IN YOUR OWN LIFE.

IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAYWOULD YOU MAKE YOUR MARK BY MEDING A BROKEN HEART? YOU KNOW IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO SHOOT FOR THE STARS REGARDLESS OF WHO YOU ARE SO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES CAUSE YOU CANT REWIND A MOMENT IN THIS LIFELET NOTHING STAND IN YOUR WAYCAUSE THE HANDS OF TIME ARE NEVER ON YOUR SIDE.

WOULD YOU CALL OLD FRIENDS YOU NEVER SEE? REMINISCE OF MEMORIES WOULD YOU FORGIVE YOUR ENEMIES WOULD YOU FIND THAT ONE YOU'RE DREAMIN OF?SWEAR UP AND DOWN TO GO ABOVE THAT YOU FINALLY FALL IN LOVE IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY

I HATE THIS PART

We're driving slow through the snow, and right now radio's all we can hear

now we aint talk since we left, it's so overdue.

It's cold outside but between us it's worsening
The world slows downbut my heart beats fast right now,

i know this is the partwhere the end starts.

I cant take it any longer thought that we were stronger,

all we do is linger, slipping through my fingersI dont want to try now.
Everyday, 7 takes the same routine, seems were bound by the laws of the same routine,

gotta talk to you before we go to sleep, but will we sleep once i tell youwhat's hurting me.

I know you'll ask me to hold on, and carry on like nothings wrong

but there is no more time for lies, cause i see sunset in your eyes

Sober

I dont want to be the girl who laughs the loudestOr the girl who never
wants to be alone. I dont wanna be there calling 4o'clock in the morning
Cause Im the only one in the world that wont be home.

The sun is blinding, I stayed up againI am finding that
that's not the way i want my story to end.
Im safe up high, nothing can touch mebut why do i feel the party's over?
No pain inside, your like perfectionso how do i feel this good sober.

I dont wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me it screams the truth please dont tell me
that we had that conversationI wont remember, save your breath
cause whats the use.

The night is calling?And it whispers to me softly come and playIm falling
and if i let myself go im the only one to blame.
When it's good, then it's good, it's good till it goes bad
till you're trying to find the you that you once hadI have heard myself cry
never again.
Broken down in agony just trying to find a fit

The Panda Will Walk Forward

I walk on like there's no tomorrow, but there is.

I take things day by day hoping that nothing will go wrong,

unfortunetly or eventually through out the day something does

I look forward to the future but cant see it clearly. I wonder if

or when it will become clear.

A weekend away is muchly needed for relaxation and family.

A night out is set up, to laugh and smile, but will i?

Dissapointment by someone loved and cared about deeply

still lurks in the back of my mind, I wish i could make it stop

Go away and hide and not be thought of again..but it's constantly

there for me to remember. I try so hard to be kind and caring towards

others and eventually I seem to get walked on and squiched by everyone

around me.

My feelings are hurt by the past few weeks.

All i can do is try for now just try

And Eventually The Panda Will Walk On!

The Funk

Everyone slips into the funk once in a while
This deep dark hole where you have no idea how far you have fallen
This funk is like the deadly disease cancer which take over your mind and then sooner or later your body.


at the end of the day you know you only want to crawl in your bed and be surrounded by
nothing but you deep dark endless thoughts.
The funk, the whole that rules your world until further notice.
IT gives you that deep dark damp feeling through your bones
where sometimes you think you cant go on.
The funk, and endless trap of darkness until you see that tiny shimmer of light and you
reach for it.
The funk that endless shadow that is hanging over your head and seems to never go away It's that place in the dark when you have your head under the cover and you never want to come out.
The Funk your deepest darkest fear.